Saturday, January 30, 2010
MAWADDAH
Almost every week i'll come back HOME...everything is normal..as normal as ME...as normal as when you hungry, you crave for food...as normal as teenagers having fun on weekends...everything seems normal but not until i came back on one sunny friday and realize that my cat got PREGNANT...its PREGNANT...PREGNANT OK!!!!!fine..maybe its not a big matter, but it does to me...can't believe it....cik tam is so small,i think she did not reach puberty yet...and it(pregnant) happens...
My mom had started thinking of pasar(rumah anak2 yatim for cats)...i am DAMN WORRIED...
what will happen to them..how can they continue living in such filthy place... i've got no choice...so i start asking people whether they want to adopt my cats or not..
can't stand seeing them living in that environment...man..shit3...
After having almost 1 and a half month of hardship..cik tam had delivered 4 cute little angels...SUBHANALLAH...its miracle...i'm am the BIDAN...can't define by words how they are being born...cik tam was so TABAH...i am really2 grateful as all the kittens are alive....
Another problem is...CIK TIH..she can't accept the facts that her sister is a mother now...bila aku temukan dia ngan anak2 sedaranya..dia sungguh lah marah...seolah2 nampak musuh..dia keluarkan bunyi garau dari dalam jiwa tu...dan sekarang dah hampir seminggu dia x bertegur sapa ngan cik tam...dia pasti larikan diri bila cik tam ada...why???...is she sad coz her sister@best friend had a baby....i can't understand as they're not our species...
i'm sad by looking at their relationship...i don't want them to be tear apart...
haaaaiiiiihh...thats all...
i'm not crazy k....
oppss terlupa..MAWADDAH MAKSUDNYA KASIH SAYANG
Monday, January 11, 2010
JIWA berkarat
i must say/admit that jiwa gua dah berkarat tahap iron rust...walaupun ia fenomena normal dunia tapi tidak bagi jiwa(adakah jiwa satu objek???)..pabila aku mendapati bahawasanya jiwa aku dah berkarat, possibility tuk aku jadi begini TINGGI :
1-bercakap ikut sedap mulut(x da insuran punya)
2-bertindak ikut gerak hati(sekiranya gerak hati nak pelempang orang aku turutkn)
3-jadi bitchy tahap MOKSYA
sometimes i am being damn nice to people until i felt that "hey what am i,some kind of joke to them??"...i'm tired and sick..so i try to act mean..but what happen is, people get so shocked when suddenly you become the BITCH FROM HELL....haiyah..
apakah salahnya pabila seseorg menjadi terlebih berbudi bahasa sebagai contoh:
anda bagi pinjam barang pada org..tapi bila anda mintak blik dia kasi dan anda ucap TERIMA KASIH sepertinya anda yg meminjam..bukankan itu bagus..akan tetapi, anda tetap dikritik kerana terlebih berbudi bahasa...ARGHHHHH...sempit tol jiwa...
aku makin berkarat hari demi hari kerana masyarakat zaman kini sgtlah KARAT BUDI BAHASANYA...TAMAT
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